A little something...
Did you hear the one about me being a punk? Did you hear the one about me being a drunk? Did you hear the one about me losing my nerve? Or how I'm just another fucking sheep in the herd? Did you hear about the money, how it made me change? So funny to me, all the time that they waste. Did you hear the one about me giving a shit? Cause if I ever did I don't remember it. 
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A good time all round!
Hello!
Well another gym sesh done and luckily a really easy day at work!
Finally got the NVQ 3 started so as of next week I'll be a student and WORKING. It's gonna be tough, but its so worth it.
Josh is starting his NVQ on Monday too so we can have jobs and push towards better paid careers.
Isn't it odd how everything just slowly falls into place?
Just can't believe how lucky I am to have some really amazing people around me. It really shows their worth when you need them... And the fact that they know when I need them matters most. Sometimes you don't want to ask for help, but just want it.
Friends are people that are interested in being your support, having fun with, you being their support, and most of all, trust. Its a fucking hard breed of people to come by and god knows I've been stabbed in the back and fucked over by some of my closest. But at least I can look at the people who surround me and say they make a positive contribution to my life.
Life is a short lived thing. Choose the people who are in yours carefully, because in one short moment, you realise how much time you waste.
Anyway, off to bed!!
Tootle pip!
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Just somebody that I used to know....
Hi all, Well it's been a while! I was intending on turning this blog into a book but it's going to take me months to finish so in the mean time I shal continue to post. It's all been quite hectic this end. Inbetween trying to push my career forward as much as I can, planning a holiday to Blackpool and sorting my debts out, it's been stressful to say the least! I'm doing really well with healthy eating and I've been going to the gym 3 times a week to try and fight the fat! And I have to say I feel 100% better for it. Sorted all my budgets out last night and it looks like this year is going to e a good one! Holidays, Sonisphere, Birthdays, Gigs.... I'm frikkin' excited.
I've been pondering over a few things the past couple of weeks.... Like should you really say how you feel? Sometimes people don't want to hear the truth and retaliate by just turning on you, but then again it's not something new for me. I mean, why feel a certain way and not say something? There is far too many 'nice' people in the world. If we all agreed with everybody else the world would just stop. I guess it's not about knowledge, or the relationship you have with that person, but it's about knowing you have spoken your mind, right or wrong. And generally you would only be upset or concerned about somebody if you cared in the first place; so surely saying how it is is the best option. Why should I sit back and pretend some things are acceptable when in fact they are not. Too many people are used to hearing why they want to hear rather than facing something head on. Some people are fighters, some people are runners. I guess that's just how humans are... I would hope I'm a fighter. I may end up with a totally different set of people around me, but at least you know they would say it how it is rather than agreeing because they think it will 'hurt your feelings'. Blah. The more it spins in my head the more I feel that I should dig my heels in and stand by my decision and stand by something I've said. Hmm. We'll see what happens, but I'm so done saying sorry for things I meant. even in the heat of the moment, the actual facts stated are truth... Anyway..... I shall continue on as per usual. At the end of the day some of the worst things somebody would have to go through has already happened in my life. Maybe it's made me a tougher person and less likely to give in.... But either way, I am standing my ground. It's just in my blood. On that note I'm off to bed! Night all!!
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RIP Grandma and Christmas
Hi all,
Well it's been a while since I last posted. We finally have the internet at home so hopefully I can update more regularly, although I'm growing old of 20six's blogs. It seems that no company can read blogs off here, so I can't make my blog into a book without copying and pasting each and every post. I spent about 2 hours doing this the other night, to then realise I'd only got past the 1st 3 months of blogs.... How realistic its going to be to actually get it done is a definate mystry. If anyone knows a company that can make this blog into a book, please let me know!
Well my Grandma passed away 18th of December. She's been very ill for a long time and had dementia, so at least shes now in peace somewhere.
Its been hard, I wasn't able to attend her funeral as I had to work and it was over 300 miles away and I feel utter shit about it.
On a lighter note, christmas was odd, but good. I didnt' go to Wales as normal, me and Josh just spent it together. We went to my nan and uncles on xmas day which was nice and then we went to Josh's mum and dads for boxing day.
Its so odd that only when you look at someone elses family do you realise how actually unsupportive and judgmental the people in your own are.
Its kinda sad.
Anyway, i'm off.
I shall post again soon!
Tootle
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Life and all its twists and turns
Hey all,
Well I've had a fab 22nd birthday weekend.
Friday, my actual birthday, was very cosey. He got me the best cupcake cake ever, and a great little asbo fairy tale book and yummy choccys  Visited my nan and uncle and got £30 off them
Saturday we did pretty much nothing all day until the evening where we went out with Tom and Kate to Eddies. It was seriously one of the best nights i've had out. I'm so glad we all went Kate got me the most gorgeous necklace ever aswell so I'm gonna be wearing that all the time!
Yesterday we generally curled up in a ball for 12 hours and recovered from saturday. We are really getting to old for these late nights! Hah
And today we've visited Chelle because its her birthday.
Happy Birthday Chelle!!
and we went to the german market where I got a few bits of clothes, a new bra, and some donuts and nuts <3 nomnom.
I really do feel so lucky to of met Josh and have such amazing friends.
I've just read something that seems to ring so true..
"As we grow up, we learn that the people that weren't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken & you'll break others hearts. You'll blame a new love for things an old love did. You'll fight with your best friend, you'll cry because time is flying by, & eventually you'll lose somebody you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely & love like you've never been hurt. Because every second you spend angry or upset, is a second of happiness you can never get back."
Makes me seriously eat humble pie.
I've had so many 'friends'... but in truth, where are they now? The people standing at my side when I feel my worst, act my worst, and look my worst, are the ones who are worth treating like angels, because in truth, to put up with me you would have to be something heaven sent!
But now, at 22, I feel totally and utterly settled, complete, and ready for the next phase of my life.
I'm going to turn my blog into a book shortly, so if anyone would like a copy please just get in touch!
I reckon i'll make this one into a blog then start a new blog !
Anyway! time to go!
Tootle all
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Its my birthday!!! 22 Years Old!
Hi all,
Well as it's my birthday today and I have FINALLY got the internet set up at home, I thought it would be worth a quick blog!!
22 years old eh? Who would of thought I would of made it to this grey age!!
All of a sudden I understand when 'oldies' say 'ooo what I would give to be 21 again' lol
With age comes maturity right? Wrong xD
Anyway it's been a good day so far!! Got a cupcake birthday cake off Josh which is gorgeous, a book of funny fairytales (its freakin' awesome!!) and a box of mini cupcakes (as you can see, the diet is going really well!)
Josh is now cooking steak sandwiches for breakfast and then were off to my nans to collect birthday monies... and of course visit xD
AND I have a whole day off work! Yippy!
All in all, life is good!
Tootle!
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